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Sense of Direction.
posted on Sunday, October 30, 2011 at 3:30 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Right now, it seems that I'm lacking one.

The past few days, everyone around me has been rather hostile.
I wonder if I did something wrong again.

Ah wells, I just hope that everyone does not take me for granted.

Description
posted on Thursday, October 27, 2011 at 11:45 PM | 0 cmnt/s

To describe my current relationship status in one phrase...

'foreveralone.jpg'

Well i guess this is retribution for how I treated relationships a few years back.

Aftermath.
posted on Saturday, October 22, 2011 at 4:12 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Current activity: Skyping with cheryl, blogging, facepalming...

Well, whatever. It's been quite a while since I have left SGR. Well surprisingly, nothing much has changed, but at least in or out of SGR, the bonds between the people there are still as strong as ever, I'll have to say. With regards to what happens to the admins, that I am not so sure, but I guess while at it, this would be a real test to Bryant as an admin.

Back when Josh and I were still in it, we were the ones who were dealing with most of the rather troublesome issues (shitstorms). With us leaving, that leaves him the only admin to handle all these issues, so it's more or less a chance for him to really show what he's capable of as an admin. And I would say that its paying off. Well I do not know what Ian told him during their conversation, but as long as things are getting better, that's what matters, right?


Anyways, gonna head off soon, shall end with a picture this time.



The worst thing ever in life, is to fall in love with your closest friend.

Pressure.
posted on Monday, October 17, 2011 at 10:56 PM | 0 cmnt/s

So I've crumbled under it.

Now i'm faced with one question: Should i be giving her and myself another chance?

Regarding Everything.
posted on Sunday, October 9, 2011 at 3:53 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Re: The Holidays so Far

... I really don't wish to say that, because in the blink of an eye, its the very last week of holidays before school starts. Big Urgh. Module info and documents and whatever have not been released on mel either, so what else can I do? I'm waiting for my pay, which is already into its 3rd week of waiting already (any longer and I'm really gonna complain). My Ns Registration is almost complete (simply because I'm really a lazy man when it comes to measuring my dimensions), so it's either home or cine these days, except for a few days where there are movies or what not. Pretty no-life, right?

Re: My Games.

Project Diva Arcade: This one really nothing to play already. Just cant be bothered to get perfect for the songs I'm close to perfecting, and like most of the guys, simply waiting for each release of new songs.

Dragon Nest: Level cap raise's coming in 9 days. Just so happens that I do not have lessons on tuesdays, so its as good as staying at home the whole day just to chiong DN to the raised level cap. As for now... Really nothing to play. Like sian. Ah well.

Jubeat: Copious arrival. Everyone's spamming. No surprise since copious in Singapore is like, a week old? As for the things done today...

-Random excs for This Night basic and Adv.
-SSS-ed E EXT (like finally).

And for the things to do....

-Consistently SSS and FC E Ext
-Red Goose

.... honestly, aiming for EXCs really makes jubeat quite a few times harder to play. Ah wells.

Re: Other stuff

Tomorrow (More like, later on, since its like 4am on a Sunday Morning), I will be playing pool with cher again (like dunno how long never play with her already). Funny thing is, I actually wanted to play pool tomorrow, and then she comes to ask me about it. Okay I digress.. The catch is that I cannot go with her alone. This kinda shows how much of an epic fail I am, and makes me just a little bit sad. It doesnt help that the people that I would look for.... cannot make it. And I wanna ask Zhixian... BUT HE'S FREAKING UNDERAGE. ._." Sigh, what to do, I really am bad with first impressions, especially with other parents. What a fail, right?

Regarding the thing yesterday... Guess I'm gonna say that it is my fault (which is, in the first place) and let it pass again.

Real Steel.
posted on Saturday, October 8, 2011 at 4:26 AM | 0 cmnt/s

When I say you're very important to me, yes i mean it.
But you being very important to me doesn't mean I can be around you 24/7.
How would you like it if I call you 24/7, even while you're busy with your schoolwork?

____________________________________________________________________________________

Gees, that was just me having to let off steam.
Anyways, as per title, was at cine as usual, but today was a little different: movie with the sgr peeps. A total of 11 peeps, myself included, went to invade the cinema halls watch Real steel. Overall, the show is 3.95/5 for me, its rather cool, the plot development is rather good, however some questions are left unanswered: after the final battle, what happens to the kid?

Initially i wanted to have supper, but everyone was tired and left early, so meh... In the end, i had supper before coming to my cousin's, but half the bowl of noodles and i felt very bloated. ._.

.... and then I reach my cousin's to be greeted by a dead cockroach under my computer table. Naise.

-sigh-, now another problem has occured. G to the G.

posted on Thursday, October 6, 2011 at 5:32 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Warning: this is going to be a rant. You have been warned.

Just as i was about to fall asleep, my mum asked why i needed my atm card. Well i needed to get some things, but i dint feel the need to reveal what i wanted to get. In the first place, she interprets it as me wanting her atm, which is downright ridiculous. Then she goes on saying that my acc doesnt have much inside.

Me: sch attachment gave 640, not meh?
Mum: i check alr, give only 100+, think got so much meh.

Instant Wtf. I dont believe np will cheat their students like this, so obviously its my mum fabricating it. (Well it could be that most of my daily expenses came from there, but heck.)

I dont wish to quarrel with my mum, plus its very early in the morning now, so i'd let it pass. But mum, as much as you dont trust me with regards to finances, i am 19, not 10. Yes i may spend a lot if i want to, but there's no way i will spend my entire pay from working at starhub's logistics centre in a single day.

I will be booking the Chalet for sgr soon as well, so this is as good as a big roadblock to everything. There is a reason why i do not tell you everything- because you'll reject most of it anyway.

W/e, rant's over. Certainly my mum had her good reasons for doing what she did, so there's nothing i can do except suck thumb, can i? -sigh-

October.
posted on Sunday, October 2, 2011 at 4:11 AM | 0 cmnt/s

So the 10th month of 2011 has arrived. Well, to think of it, so many things have happened throughout the year, ranging from the attachment stint during the first semester, working for a month at Starhub Logistics Centre, SGRhymix shitstorms, etc.

What's interesting to say is that a month before my second semester begins, my Pre-NS letter came. Rather early, rather surprised, but still, medical checkups, etc... Ah wells. But that also brings about a rather cold hard truth: I will be enlisting next year. Time really, really flies.

Regarding SGR... well when I came home today, the first thing i saw was what Ian tagged me on Fb. Regarding that status. Well, Honestly, no hard feelings at all. And its kinda obvious that I really do not know how to react at all; definitely this isnt something good.

Guess i'll stop here. I'm rather tired today...
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