where the story ends

Recap.
posted on Tuesday, May 31, 2011 at 11:54 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Half a year has passed eh. How time flies.

This past five months, many things have happened. Bad stuff like the cicada/elii fiasco, ian's mood swings, problems within SGRhymix and PDA@SG. However, I have also obtained many wonderful memories, like my 19th birthday, times spent with my beloved SGRhymix, etc..

As for now, as the kids have their holidays, we teachers have the holidays as well. Problem is, holidays is as good as no holidays: we still have our projects to finish...
Sucks to be me, ah wells.

Gonna make this short and simple, till then.

That awkward moment when you talk to someone you love so badly,
only to recieve short answers.
Despite that, i'll still be the fool, waiting for you.

Different types of people in the world.
posted on Saturday, May 21, 2011 at 3:10 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Today was a day I found it really difficult to keep my anger and temper in check, but at least i barely managed to...

After i got home, I had, in a way, vented it out, but afterword, the words I heard kinda calmed me down i guess.

'Aiya, in this world, there are different types of people de ma. Heng Suay Only.'

Marina Barrage in a few hours, but i wonder if i can Really make it on time...

Memory Loss.
posted on Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at 7:51 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Recently, everyone has been facing a whole lot of problems. The big group, SGRhymix, is also in a heckload of problems as well.. While I try my best to help everyone out as much I can...

...but what good can you do when you cannot manage yourself well? Today I had observations by my field mentor, and all I can say is... it was horrible. Because I know that I had made quite a number of critical mistakes, thus resulting into what I had planned not being really successful. Normally, many people would just brush it off, some would reflect... But I dont handle setbacks well. Because I know im a perfectionist, and I'll want to do everything to get everything right.. As such, Whenever a setback occurs, I'm hit hard. I would lose interest in what I'm doing, just to think about whatever that had went wrong.

To many, this is normal. But nothing's normal when you can even forget about critical stuffs like project meetings after work, or to even forget to alight from your bus stop.. 'To go into a state of Amnesia just because of a setback, you must be kidding, right?' - I believe many people would be thinking this way...

Ah well, what to do, suck thumb, think of how I can get things right, stand up and move on nor.

As for now, I just wish that everyone will be able to genuinely smile, regardless of the shit they're going through. (:

Shall end with a picture.



2 more days, do you remember? <3

GG lah.
posted on Sunday, May 8, 2011 at 3:25 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Right now, I feel so fking demoralized.

May.
posted on Monday, May 2, 2011 at 11:42 PM | 0 cmnt/s



Naru. She's kawaii, no?

Time really flies; now its May, the 5th month of 2011...

But in this month, I'm doing nothing but attachments, attachments, more attachments everyday... Just one week in, and im finding myself waking up as early as 10am even on weekends.

However, this month has a lot of short weeks. This week is a 3 day week, having today as a holiday. and going back to school on wednesday, while the next 2 weeks are 4 day weeks (Nxt wk, monday's off due to polling day in-lieu, while the week after, Vesak Day's on a Tuesday.) Blessing in disguise, I guess?

Speaking of may, it's also my birthday month. Come to think of it, last year's birthday was a relatively simple one (other than the fact that I had 2 birthday cakes, one filled with nothing but CUTTLEFISH). But really, so much has happened since then. One year ago, I was into audi, dota and etc, and one year later, I've become an anime freak. But whether this change is a good one or not, I am not in the position to judge..

Till the next post.

As long as you're happy, i'll be happy.
Imissyou.
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