where the story ends

Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out, I just didn't know what to do.
posted on Thursday, October 14, 2010 at 7:14 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Im awake since 7am when its supposed to be my holidays. Having a loss of appetitie and not being able to sleep for long did not help either.

So i believe u guys must be wondering, 'Ven, why would u wake up so early?' Well part of the reason is already stated above, as for the other, Im headed to josh's place to do another video. As for what we plan to do on, it'll be decided there and then. As for now, i do feel like sleeping, but ah wells, shall take a small nap during the 157 ride there.

For some unknown reason, my huge appetite seems to have disappeared. Usually, my favourite lemon fish rice, or say a dbl fillet o fish meal from macs would be down in 10 minutes at most. This time round, its different, and its scary. Just one single mouthful and i feel full. Probably wind in the stomach i guess, but its really really scary.

Anyway do you guys remember the blog post dated 6 october? Well right now im no longer all tears or emo or whatsoever because of that... But at the same time, a new set of problems have appeared. The feeling of having to realise something too little too late, and not knowing how to go about making amends. Yea, you get the drift. Probably this is karma for how I've treated many people badly before.

Things will be different. If it ends up the same again, then go ahead and remove me from this world.
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