where the story ends

Mother's day.
posted on Friday, May 7, 2010 at 3:07 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Its in 2 days. On that day i'll be accompanying baby to have dinner with her family again, as a mother's day dinner. Im very happy to spend time with her and bond with her family, but one thing will always come into my mind.

What about my mum? How have i been treating her for the past 18 years?

I admire her determination to carry on living despite the problems she's facing. Worrying about me, and more recently, her health's taken a toll too. But yet, i am unable to express those 3 words in words.

Zhengxuan's death really made me think through lots of things. How life is that fragile, and more importantly, what would become of me if my mum were to pass on. For other families, they have their other parent or siblings even if their mum were to pass on. What about me? My mum and i, its more or less, Xiang Yi Wei Ming.

I appear to be independent, I appear to be strong. But the truth is, I really cannot live without my mum...

Health's taken a toll.
posted on Wednesday, May 5, 2010 at 1:56 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Didnt go to school today...

Well at first its just a pure case of oversleeping, then I thought, last night, i was actually coughing very very badly until i almost vomitted. Hey, why not visit Dr. Tan? (My family doctor).

Apparently, he told me this.

"Your lungs tend to be a little weak, thats why you have the tendency to cough a lot".

And so i was prescribed a big bottle of syrup, to finish whole course and only 1 teaspoon twice a day. When i looked at the bottle, its.. huge for medicine.

Looks like im gonna be under long term medication from now on.

It's so sudden.
posted on Monday, May 3, 2010 at 12:38 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Now i know, life is just that fragile. So treasure it while u can.

We'll miss you.

posted on Sunday, May 2, 2010 at 2:53 PM | 0 cmnt/s



This is my lappy now. Special credits to Sis. :D

A month later...
posted on Saturday, May 1, 2010 at 3:15 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Happy anniversary baby, <3.

Meh, school has been routinely interesting for me the past week. But somehow im still not used to waking at 7 almost every day. Result: end up like zombie and sleep in almost every lesson.

GG.

"It sucks when u dunno how to show ur concern in words, and rather show it through actions."

This comment... Well its what's bothering me.
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