where the story ends

posted on Sunday, December 6, 2009 at 6:51 PM | 0 cmnt/s

At this point of posting, i am still at my cousin's house. (Though ready to go off already).

Rotted the whole day today. Which, put simply, SUCKS. Once im home i have lots of TETL to study, as well as 20 weird characters called the IPA to memorize. One word. (Joel and Joshua will understand what i mean here.)

Goodluck Ven. Common test week + Observations for dpl on thursday (@Safra Jurong?)+ all the crap = GG.

Oh, did i mention i went through my archives today? (Since i put them back up ever since changing skin). And kinda snapped abit. Thank god the afternoon sleep helps.

The normal, Cheerful Ven will be back soon.
Just a lil' more time,
I'll be there, saying,
"Ven is Back".

I know u'll be happier without me.

posted on at 12:31 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Next week, its my mother's birthday... Yet i am such a fail son..

Been doing the same few things the past week. School, off to Tamp1 for technika, hanging out with the bros, at pasir ris, and today at dhoby. A few days ago, while technikaing, i saw, what was supposedly germaine's friends, but ended up, it was not. (Fyi, the technika machine in T1 is right at the entrance, so people passing by would see us play. shy die.)

Thanks to the guys. At least u all helped, one way or another, to make me smile. I did, but i couldnt smile totally...

Time will remove all hatred and sadness within us.
Im sorry.

posted on Friday, December 4, 2009 at 1:40 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Next week is the dreaded test week. Yea. Test week. 3 modules having assessment.

Things that happened today didnt make things better. Especially quarreling with my old woman... -.- Dont wish to talk about it, visit my plurk to find out more.

I just wished everything would just get over soon.

Havent even start, stop already.
Takecares.

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Here's a quote from my fren, while smsing her...

"More like you just want to see her uh. But... You're like scaring her off and thus her hating you..."

But now, the damage is done, i cant do anything, except regret.

posted on Wednesday, December 2, 2009 at 11:28 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I cant believe i am so blur today.

I took 2hours just to get home from tamp.

Epic Win.

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It sucks. I either overdo or underdo things.
Talk too much, people find me irritating.
Talk too little, people find me anti.
Suck thumb and die, ven.

I cant fking bring myself to fking hate you.

posted on Tuesday, December 1, 2009 at 10:16 PM | 0 cmnt/s

A long day today. An even longer one tmr.

Well it all began during DPL lecture, where DK (Lecturer) asked me to share what my self-worth was. At first, being unsure of what she wanted, i asked the others to go first. After that, i just shared... Let the whole cohort know what doubts i had for myself.. Ever since then i just snapped.

After all, it is true, when it comes to girls, im just nothing but an epic failure. This is proven later on, when i met cheryl after her work attachment. The original plan was to go to Kap after getting my disc.. But then her parents disapproved. Then bumped into her dad, had a chat with him... And cheryl disappeared after that. Tried to find her, with no avail.

Wow Ven. Her parents disapprove of her going out with guys one to one, yet you still ask her to meet after work. Pure epic win. First, u bungle up your friendship with Germaine, now with Cheryl. What's wrong with you?

To cheryl and Germaine... Im sorry, for everything.

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Technika wise, i now want to clear these 2 songs -.-



and



Getting in my way of clearing customizer set.

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Time to get the emo shit out. Time to be happy about life.

Even when the girl that u like leaves, some 'friends' forsake you... You still have your close friends with you, however few u have.

I'll be strong and move on.

But, a part of me will still miss you.

Because, you were, are, and forever will be, my remedy.
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