where the story ends

Letting go.
posted on Friday, November 6, 2009 at 1:30 AM | 0 cmnt/s



You left the sweetest taste in my mouth. How i wish i can have your love again.

I officially declare that Cheryl Sng and Wong Li Ser are crazy.

Even though i know the reason why u wanted to leave me, i still did not say a word.
Because i know, it is my fault.

I'll be your best fren till god lets us be together again. I promise, :)

The end... is it?
posted on Thursday, November 5, 2009 at 1:50 AM | 0 cmnt/s



Day 88 of ven and gracia's dairy...

... Well, this time, we quarreled, real bad. Somehow i couldnt take it anymore. Giving leeway so many times and still being treated this way, that was what was in my mind then and then.

From quarrel, to talking, we finally cooled down somehow. But then again, the thing that i tried so hard to avoid has come- we had to part.

Talked alot, had postponed my windows update restart dunno how many times. But still didnt manage to salvage the relationship. We ended here... Or did we?

To all the guys that tried to cheer me up the past few days, be it from school, from the 8bros, the plurkers, i would like to say a big thank you for all your concerns. But still... i was unable to salvage things...

To Gracia. Thank you for being the love of my life once. U may not be there in person anymore, but u're always here in my heart. Iloveyou.


I wished, there would be a final chance...

From then on, the dairy was left blank... But it didnt end, because of something called hope.

posted on Wednesday, November 4, 2009 at 11:04 AM | 0 cmnt/s



Well, its strange how i suddenly picked up posting google images.

Apparently, my bus 157 lambat very bad at the PIE junction, and so by the time i reached KAP, it was already 9.15am. So i decided not to go for children's lit class...

During the trip, many things went about my mind. Whatever that happened last night, the talk with hun, the plurks... its just heartbreaking.

The worst part is, i didnt want my bestfren to worry, but... i still got her worried anyway. Being in cranky mode, she told me something, something that i am doing right now. Reflection.

Was i really a good boyfriend?
Did i really care for her enough?
Do i deserve this?

Love will not end unless both parties concede defeat. And i haven't.

Till judgement day (day 120), i'll do all i can.

Iloveyou.

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Enough of blabbering, time to do my dpl elearning.

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posted on Monday, November 2, 2009 at 10:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Some sses. Shall Caption them later when i get home.

CanCan BeatUp Perf Record.

Sam, this for u. More great, but more score too :D

5 non-perfs in be my lover br.

My Bml br record :D

posted on at 12:39 AM | 0 cmnt/s

2months left before we embark on our tenth year of the 21st century.

Many things have happened, i've seen all around me in all sorts of emotions, ranging from the very happy to the very emo. Especially the fam outing that happened yesterday. Well, more of a brothers outing, but, happy birthday teckhwee. Hope you enjoyed ur celebration yesterday, despite all that is going through ur life now. Whatever that happens, we are always here for you, so u are not allowed to be down over it.

As for today, i went over to gracia's, only to end up going to town. Caught Jennifer's body, which is a pretty good show save for the not so scary gore. Went to Jcube after that.

Hmmm, i wonder where to bring hunhun next week? ;x

And before i end up my post, i want this phone. Real bad.



Yes, the Sony Ericsson Aino. Wished my mum would grant me this wish.
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